I’d like to be a glow-worm
A glow-worm’s never glum
It’s hard to be down- hearted
When the sun shines out your bum.
This was on a plaque on by the window of the room where I sit in a lazy-boy armchair to have my chemo. After having my down times this week, that was just what I needed to see yesterday.
Chemo went well and I felt so good afterwards OH and I went shopping at Botany on the way home. I managed to persuade him to spend some money on himself; seeing he’s been buying so much stuff for me lately. He bought himself 2 pairs of new jeans and 2 good pairs of sunglasses (although one pair he really needed for driving, I/we bought another pair for him for casual wear and said that was his birthday present from me. (even though his birthday not til the beginning of December.)
I’m finding the chemo side effects kick in about 6pm on the evening after treatment. Feel a bit nauseous but that is pretty well controlled by the anti-nausea meds. Unfortunately this time I have a touch of diarrhea, like I had in the first round, if its like the first round it should clear up by this morning.
I have to have a blood test the day before my chemo to check what my white blood cell count and neutrophil counts is to make sure it is safe for me to have chemo, my neutrophil count has to be over 2 for my chemo to go ahead. After the conversation with the oncologist on wednesday it was a bit disheartening to find out that my neutophil count was only the same as it had been when I got discharged from hospital. It was 2.4 which meant I could have the chemo but it means my white cell count is probably going to bottom out fast and infection is more likely than if it had been sitting around about 4 which seems to be my natural count. The normal range is anything from 2-8. It means I am really going to have to watch myself – both in getting an infection from my own native bacteria or natural flora as they call it (although that term makes me think I’ve got ferns or flowers growing inside me LOL) and protecting myself from other people’s bugs for the danger period which is from next Wednesday to Monday of the following week.
My usual Saturday after chemo hot flush of my face and “Gertrude” has started. It usually starts about midday and lasts for a couple of hours but it has started a little bit earlier today. It stuck me as I was writing the last sentence how much I use normal or usual to describe my side effects of chemo etc. I guess it’s amazing how fast you get used to things when you have to.
The other interesting that happened yesterday at chemo was that I was sitting next to another lady who had very similar treatment to me for her her2+ breast cancer that had spread to her lymph nodes in her collar-bone. after her initial taxotere/herceptin chemo and surgery etc. She had carried on having herceptin by chemo every 3rd friday for 3 years Yesterday was her 55th dose. As she was NED (no evidence of disease) they said it was her decision whether to carry on with the herceptin (and risk problems with her heart ) or to stop and just carry on with the routine scans and checkups. She had chosen to stop her chemo.
I thought that talking to her gives me more of an insight into what’s going to be happening after this inital treatment stage. Carrying on with herceptin for that long doesn’t worry me becasuse it’s the taxotere that is causing more of the problems/side effects for me at the moment.